Post by Tee-Bone on Jan 23, 2014 1:36:06 GMT -5
JustUs,
I was recently released from the penitentry this year from a 5yr sentence. During that time I met a young lady through a companion service which we talked, wrote, etc. to keep contact. I fell in love with this girl. I had never seen her before but her voice was caring and sweet. If I wasn't her only, she made me feel like I was. As we got closer, we made plans to be together as soon as I was released. Well a few days after New Years i was released. As we planned, i showed up at her place with my bags and all i had. Problem is as soon as she opened the door there were some issues.
First, her duplex is nasty. This woman has been on her own for over 20yrs and it looks like a darn 20yr junk yard in her house (and I think she thought she had did a good job cleaning it up for a first impressions!).
Next, she ain't all that pretty. I've been trying to overlook her but her hygene is horrible and she don't brush her teeth on a regular.
This really aint working for me but i'm feeling kind of bad about not keeping my word.
She is really a nice person but us living together will not work, being together won't work. I'm more disgusted with her than anything. Im trying to keep a friendship but she wants more and I don't believe I can keep myself for her. I'm sure she going to think I've used her because she had done a few things for me in the past and I really appreciate it but I can't live like this. I got to go. She tells me how happy she is and how she so glad im with her and I just shrug. im trying to be nice to her because of how sweet she is but im feeling i might bust and hurt her feelings. What do you think I should do?
From prison to a junkyard!
I was recently released from the penitentry this year from a 5yr sentence. During that time I met a young lady through a companion service which we talked, wrote, etc. to keep contact. I fell in love with this girl. I had never seen her before but her voice was caring and sweet. If I wasn't her only, she made me feel like I was. As we got closer, we made plans to be together as soon as I was released. Well a few days after New Years i was released. As we planned, i showed up at her place with my bags and all i had. Problem is as soon as she opened the door there were some issues.
First, her duplex is nasty. This woman has been on her own for over 20yrs and it looks like a darn 20yr junk yard in her house (and I think she thought she had did a good job cleaning it up for a first impressions!).
Next, she ain't all that pretty. I've been trying to overlook her but her hygene is horrible and she don't brush her teeth on a regular.
This really aint working for me but i'm feeling kind of bad about not keeping my word.
She is really a nice person but us living together will not work, being together won't work. I'm more disgusted with her than anything. Im trying to keep a friendship but she wants more and I don't believe I can keep myself for her. I'm sure she going to think I've used her because she had done a few things for me in the past and I really appreciate it but I can't live like this. I got to go. She tells me how happy she is and how she so glad im with her and I just shrug. im trying to be nice to her because of how sweet she is but im feeling i might bust and hurt her feelings. What do you think I should do?
From prison to a junkyard!
