Post by Amber on Jan 25, 2014 21:35:32 GMT -5
JustUs,
I am a God-Fearing, tall, pleasantly plump, white woman in my mid to late 30's. I'm single, never been married and without any children. I want to fall in love and marry and have children one day. I have always believed there is someone for everyone out here but I'm beginning to question it. I know I'm kind of shy, but I've seen worse than me marry or at least have children. When I'm home alone I'm incredibly comfortable with all of my actions and what I say. However, when I'm at work or in a social environment it's like I unintentionally switch up. I become weird, goofy, and socially awkward. It's like I'm trying to hide who I really am / crack under pressure. I pray to God constantly of my dreams and goals but my heart's desire is the one thing I've been standing on by faith. Nothing. I know we are suppose to believe that we should wait on the Lord and he will come through but what about when you've been waiting your entire life for that fist kiss or boyfriend and you're now 40? What is it I'm doing wrong? I keep myself well kept and is clean and professional. What else is it? I would like to date and have a serious relationship soon and I'm getting scared that I won't find that special someone.
I am a God-Fearing, tall, pleasantly plump, white woman in my mid to late 30's. I'm single, never been married and without any children. I want to fall in love and marry and have children one day. I have always believed there is someone for everyone out here but I'm beginning to question it. I know I'm kind of shy, but I've seen worse than me marry or at least have children. When I'm home alone I'm incredibly comfortable with all of my actions and what I say. However, when I'm at work or in a social environment it's like I unintentionally switch up. I become weird, goofy, and socially awkward. It's like I'm trying to hide who I really am / crack under pressure. I pray to God constantly of my dreams and goals but my heart's desire is the one thing I've been standing on by faith. Nothing. I know we are suppose to believe that we should wait on the Lord and he will come through but what about when you've been waiting your entire life for that fist kiss or boyfriend and you're now 40? What is it I'm doing wrong? I keep myself well kept and is clean and professional. What else is it? I would like to date and have a serious relationship soon and I'm getting scared that I won't find that special someone.
