Post by Sarah on Feb 4, 2014 14:35:31 GMT -5
Dear JustUs,
I pray you do as you say by allowing your faith in God direct your words of wisdom to us all. Some of US need them more than others right now during times such as these!
I’m sending this from my little couch/bed in the Pediatric Intensive Care Unit at Egelston Children’s Hospital here in Atlanta. My husband and I just found out that our 6-month old daughter, Emma, has a tumor and she is having brain surgery tomorrow. I am scared that I will lose her. I’m scared she could be paralyzed or her development will be messed up and she will have a hard life. I’m scared they will find out the tumor is cancerous and she will need chemo. She’s only a little baby.
People have poured all their thoughts and prayers into us right now but to be honest, God is farthest from my mind. I’ve never been super religious but now I find myself doubting His existence more than ever. If there were a God why would he let my little girl have to have possibly life threatening surgery, Justus? I never in a million years thought that my husband and I would be in this situation.
I want to ask you to pray and all your reader’s to pray, to a God maybe I’m not sure I even believe in anymore. Pray that my baby will be okay. And that we can walk away from this and forget it even happened.
I pray you do as you say by allowing your faith in God direct your words of wisdom to us all. Some of US need them more than others right now during times such as these!
I’m sending this from my little couch/bed in the Pediatric Intensive Care Unit at Egelston Children’s Hospital here in Atlanta. My husband and I just found out that our 6-month old daughter, Emma, has a tumor and she is having brain surgery tomorrow. I am scared that I will lose her. I’m scared she could be paralyzed or her development will be messed up and she will have a hard life. I’m scared they will find out the tumor is cancerous and she will need chemo. She’s only a little baby.
People have poured all their thoughts and prayers into us right now but to be honest, God is farthest from my mind. I’ve never been super religious but now I find myself doubting His existence more than ever. If there were a God why would he let my little girl have to have possibly life threatening surgery, Justus? I never in a million years thought that my husband and I would be in this situation.
I want to ask you to pray and all your reader’s to pray, to a God maybe I’m not sure I even believe in anymore. Pray that my baby will be okay. And that we can walk away from this and forget it even happened.
