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Lonely
Feb 10, 2014 1:44:42 GMT -5
Post by Ebony on Feb 10, 2014 1:44:42 GMT -5
Dear Justus,
Hello. My name is Ebony. I am a nice, 38 yr old single attractive lady from the SouthEast and has a lot going for myself. I have my own home, car, been on my job 20 yrs and raising my 3 children on my own. I have friends that love me and a family that is very close and supportive to me too.
In my fulfilled life, I'm lonely. I want someone to share this life with. It seems I keep meeting men that are just no good for me. May not be bad or ill intent men, but just not up to standard. When I say this, I mean I find out he's either married or have someone. I'm a Christian woman and I feel I deserve the best of the crop but yet I'm getting seaweed and rust. Why? How can God have me to long for a good Christian man like this and say he hears my cry when I've been alone for so long? Every relationship I thought that was a potential, it was either I wanted him, but he didn't want me, vice versa, or he was too immature. Excuse my vulgar but situations like this is why mankind cannot keep a straight line. I mean, here I am trying to do the right thing and seeking God with my heart to guide me and I'm led to NOTHING! I feel like I've been wasting time or IS wasting time. Times for me must be bad because when I started one night to have a "one night stand" (hey! we ALL need to release stress sometimes!), I couldn't even find someone to do it with!- How pathetic. :-(
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Lonely
Feb 11, 2014 11:06:20 GMT -5
Post by JustUs on Feb 11, 2014 11:06:20 GMT -5
Ebony,
God may not get there when you want him but he will get there on his own time. Most of the time people try to force God's hand with their choices, calling it God sent. Remember, the devil knows what you like as well. The flesh war against the soul, so you are going to have desires but just understand why. First, have an affair with God and before you know it, someone God sent will come to you. 38 is not old, don't panic. God knows the desires of your heart, be patient. When you do things like one night stands, it shows a lack of faith and you are playing right into the devil's hands. Things like unwanted pregnancy, infections, diseases, and fictitious relationship appearances. Try fasting, God loves when you make a conscious effort on his behalf and he tend to reward accordingly.
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